Time flies, really it does. Especially if you are having as much fun as we did. That is why after 3,5 weeks of being in Mexico. The day that I feared arrived. The day that I was going back to the Netherlands.
Even though this was my 3rd time in Mexico, we thought we were used to saying goodbye to eachother at the airport. But we were so wrong. The longer you know someone, the more fun you have together. The harder it will become to say goodbye. I wanted to turn back so many times, spend more time with Andrea. But of course I could not.
After flying back to Mexico City I already felt an emptiness inside. But I was still in Mexico. So I was still feeling Andrea’s presence. However soon after I finally arived home I felt the silence. No more footsteps. No dogs around. No warm hugs, no kisses, nothing. That is what hurts the most. Missing the one you have an amazing connection with.
Of course we both know that we will survive this, we need to get busy and contact eachother regulary. Making plans to see each other soon and making a plan that enabled us to live together, so that we don’t have to have these hard farewells again. Falling asleep now without Andrea is very hard. But soon I will be able to sleep again. Thinking about our fantastic memories that we have created.
“Hug me tight, one more time, not the final time. This is not a goodbye, this is a see you soon.”